The stories you're about to hear will break you.
It'll change the way you've seen me since the day we met.
I promise I'm not going to beg you for forgiveness,
I'm just admitting to the pain that I create.
I know that everything I put her through was shameful,
But when she begged to be without me, I saw red.
And ever after all this flesh and blood's been wasted,
I feel like a fool, 'cause I don't even know her name.
All I ask of you, my friend:
Don't hate yourself when this note ends.
This noose is where I've made my bed, and tonight, I'll sleep alone.
I know you'll hate me for this.
I know you'll hate me for this
I know you'll hate me for this
I know you'll hate me for this
I know you'll hate me for this
I know you'll hate me for this (Things you thought I could never do)
I know you'll hate me for this
I know you'll hate me for this (Deep inside I know)
I know you'll -
I swore I could change,
But inside, I felt the same,
So in paper and ink,
My last words were read:
Forget what you know,
Whatever you learned from love.
Learn from me and grow,
Cause there's nothing to change about me anymore,